There she was.
I could see her across the apartment living room in this pretty packed party. This wasn’t love at first sight. This was by far not the first time I’d seen her. I’d seen her across campus many times- initially it was happenstance. But as my obsession with her grew, so had the frequency of less than coincidental sightings. I firmly maintain that I was not stalking her. It had really only been a matter of a few weeks. Hell, I didn’t even know her name. I just had a pretty good handle on her weekday cross campus routes. She often walks with other guys and she could seem quite flirty, but I never saw her with the same guy twice. This of course gave me hope that she was not coupled with any one.
She had a bohemian clothing style that dipped into the revealing. When it wasn’t freaking cold (and at a mountainous college campus, freaking cold was the norm from mid-fall through mid-spring), she’d show flashes of skin. Sleeveless blouses. Belly shirts. Shorts with thigh high socks. Her slender legs were one of her best features. She wore her light red hair past her shoulders, with a short swish across from her part on the left to her right. Longer than bangs, but blended in nicely. That swish of hair often fell across her light blue eyes that sparkled like two exquisite sapphires. Her smile showed mostly her pretty top teeth and raised her cheeks. Her very pale skin was dusted with light freckles mostly on her arms and beneath her neck. I suspected the little bit of makeup she wore obscured some on her face. She had small breasts- my guess would be A-cups. And her butt was tight but definitely not flat.
Having been too shy to speak with her on campus, I guess I felt that an approach at a party, when she wouldn’t be potentially in a rush to her next class or some job, would be the best opportunity to meet her. She was wearing black yoga pants, a loose brick red long sleeve top, black low-top Chuck Taylors, a long silver chain with a big silver heart locket, and a cute teal knit hat. She saw me approaching and I saw a hint of a smile. This gave me such hope.
I should take a moment to describe myself. I’m a painfully shy computer geek with ruffled brown hair. I stand about 5’9″, slender, with little to no muscle definition. Again, computer geek. I’ve been told by many girls (usually, not ones as hot as her) that I’m “definitely cute”. A girl once said I had a more than passing resemblance to Andrew Garfield.
I closed the distance between us and looked her in the eyes and said, “Hi.”
Killer opening line, right?
“Hi,” she said, trying to suppress a smile.
What came next felt like an eternity as a big pause followed here nothing more was said. Then I remembered I was the one who was supposed to say something.
“What’s your name?” I asked her.
“Jessica. What’s yours?”
“I was wondering when you were going to finally introduce yourself.”
“I’ve seen you around campus. I know you’ve seen me.”
“Oh, um, yeah. I guess I have.”
“You don’t have to worry. I’m not freaked out. I just wish you hadn’t waited so long to say hi. You’re kinda cute. Let me guess. Mathematics department?”
“Close. Computer Science. How about you?”
“Education with a minor in güvenilir bahis dance. You probably think it’s silly.”
“Not if it’s what you’re passionate about.”
She put her hand on my arm and leaned in closer to me.
“Darren, the music is pretty loud. Do you want to get out of here?”
We’d gotten back on campus relatively quickly. Time seemed to fly when I was with her. We talked about the things you talk about when first meeting someone in college. About their family, about their hometown, about their hobbies, about their friends. We covered a lot of it. She stopped by a bench that normally would’ve been well lit, but the light above it was out.
“Come here,” she said as she sat down and beckoned me to join her.
I sat down next to her, half turned to face her. We were pretty close and she moved in closer to me.
“I’m a bit of trouble. I like you, but I want you to know that. I’ll probably break your heart,” she whispered to me.
“I don’t see any way forward if I don’t at least try to be with you. You’ve been on my mind pretty non-stop since I first saw you,” I replied.
Damn, she smelled good. Not heavily perfumed. Just a light natural floral smell along with warm, soft skin.
“Ok. But don’t say I didn’t warn you later,” she told me as she leaned in and our lips met.
The feeling you get when you first kiss someone you like is something hardly matched in life. The uncertainty, the newness. When your brain is trying to assign a flavor to the new taste. With Jessica, it was super amplified than any first kiss I had experienced before.
We took a breath and parted slightly. I looked into her blue eyes as she looked up into mine. At that moment, she absolutely owned me.
I reached up and ran a few fingers through her ginger hair. She closed her eyes and moaned slightly. Without fully opening her eyes, she reached over for my other hand and brought it up to her right breast. When my hand touched her we both sighed. The electricity between us was high.
I was a little torn. She had me extremely turned on and I had a real strong erection. I didn’t want to rush things with her, but I also didn’t want to go too slow and give her the impression I wasn’t totally hot for her. More than any other girl I had ever been with, I didn’t want to screw this up. But she took that big step in initiative. She wanted me to touch her.
I gave her breast a squeeze, feeling pretty confident my earlier assessment of breast size was dead on. I’d been with girls with much larger breasts and while I certainly enjoyed them, hers just felt perfect for her. And for me. My finger and thumb found her nipple and I was a little surprised to find it was pierced with a barbell. As I lightly pinched, we both moaned again and kissed again.
I got the feeling that she was going to respond well to me taking the initiative and pushing it further. As we continued kissing, I slid my hand down from her breast and traveled down her abdomen, including a very taut belly. As I reached her waistband, I slid my hand inside her pants and continued to move it down. I felt her hold her breath as my fingers went beneath her panties and I felt the downy hair above her pussy. She kissed me harder suddenly as my index türkçe bahis finger reach the apex of her slit and began to slip into her damp pussy.
“Yessss,” she moaned into my mouth and grasped my hardon thorough my pants.
My finger slipped further between her lips and it curled into her tight little hole. I pushed in rubbed up to her g spot.
“Holy shit, whooooaa,” she exclaimed and my hand was suddenly flooded.
“Oh my god, you’re so wet,” I said without thinking.
“You did this to me.”
“I want to be inside you so badly.”
“Yes. I need you in me now.”
Without missing a beat she slipped my hand out of her pants and stood up. She pulled her pants and panties (thongs!) down past her knees and leaned over the back of the bench.
“Do it. Get in me now.”
I couldn’t believe how fast things had moved and somehow my mind didn’t even consider at the moment that we were doing this all outside. There was no one around and we were very much in the shadows, but still.
I pulled my pants open and yanked my boxer briefs down. I don’t believe I’ve ever been harder. I started to put my cock at her pussy and had a quick thought.
“Oh, should I put on a condom?”
She looked over her shoulder, her eyes heavily lidded with lust.
“I’m on the pill and recently tested. Please put your bare cock inside of me. I want to feel you.”
Without skipping a beat I eased the head of my cock into her. I’m not well hung, but I’m certainly in the average range. She felt incredibly tight but didn’t flinch as I pushed into her. A low moan came from her as I bottomed out. I held her by her hips and began pulling back out and then back in. I kept a slow but steady pace and I slipped my hands up her sides and reach both of her breasts as she arched up to me slightly. I found that both of her nipples were pierced and I tweaked them both firmly. As I said, I’m not huge so I was a little concerned I’d come out of her if she came up too far. I leaned in and as she turned her head I kissed her. I did end up coming out of her, but she spun me around and pushed me down on the bench and straddled my lap. Her pants were still around her ankles, but somehow she made it work and stroked my cock as she went to put it back inside of her.
After we resumed, she took my face in her hands and pulled me into one of the most passionate kisses I have ever experienced. We moved together as one and it was pretty amazing. As we took a breath from kissing, I told her so.
“Jessica, you’re fucking amazing. I can’t believe I’m making love with you.”
“I don’t want this to end,” she said, a face filled with lust as she rode me harder.
“Oh god, it’s too good. I’m not going to be able to stop, I warned her.
“It’s OK. Don’t stop let go. Fill me up. It’s all I want in the world right now.”
And then it happened. All the time I had spent watching her from afar. All the thought that went through my head in between those moments when I saw her. The thrill when she and I finally spoke. The fear when she told me she had seen me looking. The look in her eye when she told me she thought I was cute. The taste and fireworks of our first kiss. The feeling of her wet slit. And my cock inside her. It all flashed through me in an güvenilir bahis siteleri instant and was pushed out in one of the best, most powerful orgasms I had ever felt.
I came into her again and again. And she moaned in this otherworldly sound and put her forehead to mine as she shuddered. I looked up and tears were coming out of both of her eyes.
“Oh god, are you OK?” I asked her, worried something was wrong.
She smiled broadly and wiped away her tears.
“Oh no, no, everything is great. It’s fabulous. That was beautiful, Darren. I can’t imagine what I would have changed about that. You were great, thank you.”
It suddenly occurred to me that we were half naked on a bench in the quad.
“Oh fuck. We need to get dressed. I don’t want you to get in any trouble because of me,” I said to her as I held her slightly away from me.
She giggled, “You get ME in trouble? Oh, Darren. You’re so sweet.”
She begun to extricate herself from me and she used one hand to hold our juices in her as she used her other hand to pull her panties and pants up.
“You dirty, dirty boy. You made me so very messy down there,” she joked.
“It was entirely my pleasure.”
As we got our clothes in place and looked around, both of us shocked that we had not been discovered, I pulled her back to me and kissed her again.
“Listen, Jessica. I don’t want this to be it. I’m very interested in seeing you as much as you’re willing to. I’ve never met someone that makes me feel the way I do when I’m with you.”
“Yes. I really think I like you. I’d like to see you some more. I want to see where this goes. I want things to be different.”
My heart was certainly racing throughout this whole encounter but I think I literally felt it skip a beat right then. What did she mean when she said she wanted things to be different? I didn’t question her and hopefully didn’t show any outward signs of confusion at that statement, but it did make me wonder and pressed on my mind in the next few hours and days.
We walked together a bit and held hands. I asked her if she wanted to spend the night together either at my place or hers and that I wasn’t pushing her for more but I really just wanted to be able to hold her.
“I would really like that but it’s crazy late and I actually have an early class. I promise that when we next make plans, I will be planning to spend the whole night with you. I want that too,” she told me and I didn’t doubt her.
We put our contact info into each other’s phones and we had walked towards her dorm. As we went to say goodbye, she pulled me towards her and kissed me deeply one last time.
“That was pretty perfect, Darren. I can’t wait to see you again. Thursday night?”
“Yes, definitely. Six o’clock? I’ll pick you up here?”
“You bet. I hope you have something fun planned,” she teased me.
A slight panic hit me- oh crap. I’ve got to plan something to wow her, don’t I?
“Yeah. I’m on it.”
“Hey, I’m teasing you. Whatever we do, we’ll make it fun. No pressure, OK?”
I smiled at her, the tension instantly leaving me.
“Right, no pressure.”
She kissed me quickly again.
“I’ve got to go and get inside. If I let you, we’ll end up being out here when the sun comes up.”
We both laughed as we separated and I waved as she badged into her dorm and went inside.
I was completely head over heels in love with Jessica but I dared not tell her that because I was afraid I’d scare her off.